my boyfriend recently got accepted for a medical summer elective at Harvard Medical School. oh yes, the Harvard Medical School in boston.

yes, harvard in boston!

i am totally happy for him because i know this is something that he has been wanting for the longest time. it’s also a wonderful addition to his resume, especially when he will apply for residency two years from now in the same university. he’ll be a shoo-in, definitely, after taking this elective! and surely, after residency, he will be hired, making his dreams come true.

after getting this wonderful news and seeing his plane ticket on his desk, i was ecstatic! i was telling everyone that this summer is going to be epic since this will be the first summer ever that i will be sort of single and i can do all sorts of crazy stuff. i wasn’t adamant on my boyfriend leaving but now i realize that i was just in denial. pure, solid denial.

he will be gone for almost one month and a half and i just don’t know how will i survive. he’s my rock, my bestfriend, and my personal chef. the reality of it all is shocking me now, and making me feel depressed. the only thought that diverts my attention so far is the fact that i will come out this summer stronger and wiser because i will finally learn how to be fully independent. well, the fun trips with friends help too. hahaha. so cheers to my boyfriend, and may he have an EPIC time in boston!

with two of my favorite people

this photo was taken almost two summers ago, i think. irving and i went with a bunch of friends to puerto galera and we had a kickass crazy time. haha.  i vividly remember this night where we drank till 2am but emman partied till the sun came out! i wonder what kind of escapade he was involved in that night. LOL. i love this photo because we were dancing when it was taken, and thus, it perfectly captures how crazy that night was! look at me, i look like a crazy person! :p

my semester in law school is finally drawing to a close and i just want to take my exams and get everything over with. i am so psyched for summer! i need some craziness, and i badly need a tan as people kept on commenting to me lately that i’m turning white! eeek! that is so not me.

anyway, i totally feel that this summer is going to be crazy! and i’m totally looking forward to it. bring on the drama!

it’s been ages since i last blogged since my schedule has been so ridiculously busy. i have gone through an emotional rollercoaster for the past few months, a ride that has left me breathless and exhausted. i sort of forgot my priorities, and took a lot of things for granted. adding to that, i just took three midterm exams which were all challenging. i got lucky on the last two exams though, as i am sure that i got high scores on them after getting a lot of the questions right.

law school is still as tiring as ever, and i am simply counting the days till april where i can finally say that this semester is over. last night was no exception as our professor, who is known for failing entire classes, walked out on us after calling a lot of students who admitted that they weren’t prepared. shit. i was praying that i wouldn’t get called last night but i guess i was pushing my luck too much. unfortunately, i was one of those called. pfft.

things at work are normal. i am able to write some speeches and messages, and meet my deadlines. i even wrote some media releases last week. i am so proud to be so productive. i guess focusing on work lets me take my mind off some things that are too annoying to think about.

as for my lovelife, all is well. my boyfriend I is still as caring and loving as ever, and still fixes me dinner every night when i get home from school. what can i say? i think i got lucky with this one.

things to look forward to:

1. friday night drinks with a friend, S

2. backstreet boys concert on saturday with I and high school bestfriend Ronsy

3. getting all the dresses i bought online this week (my stress reliever)

4. beaching with my grepa friends

oh God, please keep me busy so that i can forget one of my biggest booboos ever.

the past few weeks have been AMAZING. every moment has been etched into my brain, and embossed in my heart. why must i feel this way? am i in love? do i love you?

i’m confused. but the ultimate question is, why would one leave something with history and security for something unsure? right now, however, i am scared that i am prepared to be irrational. lately, i have been at my happiest when i am with you.

BUT, at the end of the day, falling for you feels like losing.

yesterday was my birthday, and it was legendary!!

1. i met the hottest male specimen ALIVE. and he hit on me. and he got my number. AND he kissed me. LOL.

2. someone got me a new phone. touchscreen. wifi capable. all the things i ever wanted in a phone. and it’s pink!

3. i got to spend time with the most awesome friends EVER.

4. i practically slept all day BEFORE our awesome, awesome night began.

5. unexpected efforts.

6. dinner at momo  cafe, my favorite restaurant. i LOVE their dalandan frozen iced tea and cornflake crusted country fried chicken!

7. the calls and the text messages which i did not get to see till 4pm. because i was too lazy to look at my phone, which was on silent mode.

8. birthday money from my mom, aunts and uncles.

9. birthday gifts on my office cubicle.

10. someone who went out of the country on vacay and who just got back. and he tells me he missed me. naks. you owe me, S.

11. the calls that i actually got. not the random happy birthday greetings but those calls which actually took more than 5 minutes and which involved plans.

12. an office admirer, who is actually pretty cute, wants to take me to the beach. and he said it in such a sweet way.

13. bohol pride. he’s so intimidating!!!!

14. a potentially high evaluation.

15. mr. maginoo 2010 on saturday! hahaha!

ok, now i don’t need to remember something really disappointing. haha!

that tonight’s gonna be a good night!

almost three years into law school and nearly four years in the supreme court, i suddenly felt the itch to blog again. i thought of reviving my old blog in blogspot but when i read some entries, i felt that the person who owned that blog is not like me anymore. yes, i admit, that person was a tad superficial. and yes, she was too boycrazy. haha. so i decided to move on from that blog and create a new one that will reflect who i am now.

in a few days, i will turn 25, which thereby gives me the right to be all mushy and reflective. my life has changed drastically. from college where i used to go home at 4 am after drinking and dancing the night away, i now go to work early at 7:30 am, go to law school, and then go home right after. my leisure time is basically spent watching glee, gossip girl, lost, and how i met your mother, watching movies, shopping, reading beauty blogs, and sneaking in some travel time. most of the time though, i read cases for work and then read cases for school. bo-ring! and sometimes, i try to draft speeches for our big boss, which is the most challenging task ever and where i usually get large amounts of stress.

with this first blog entry, i hope that i will be able to use this outlet to destress. after all, my old blog used to be my security blanket. with this new one in place, i hope to feel more carefree and spontaneous again.